MRI in 2 parts

I am about an hour and a half away from my MRI and I've kinda been freaking out most of the day and I'm not really sure why.  I'm not claustrophobic or anything, so it's not the actual event that's been bothering me.  My guess is is that by getting the MRI, it finalizes everything.  Like, I'll be looking at the picture that proves that I've been walking with a busted knee for the last two and a half months.  I'd still like to believe that is going to heal on it's own.  It also probably didn't help matters that I spent some time researching recovery.  It get's very overwhelming.  Different people handle different injuries in different ways.  That's probably the big thing I need to overcome.  Person A who hasn't been having much success in recovery doesn't mean I am going to be in the same boat.

However, since sitting down at home, I've put on the new season of The League and I've calmed down so when I head out in an hour, it should all be cake.

And as I was typing this, I got a phone call from the MRI office and I my apt had to be delayed a little bit.  And by a little bit, from 6:30pm to 9:15pm... so that kinda rekicked the nerves.  But the answer to calming those nerves is just more The League.  It's always the answer.

I originally wanted to do this in 2 parts in one post.  But since Im going to be tired when I get back from the MRI, Im just going to do 2 parts in 2 posts and discuss the actual MRI experience tomorrow in the AM.  Tonight, you just got my rambling about it.